My opinion about myself is at an all time low and just wish I had something to look forward to. Even things I would have thought I would like are exhausting and I just can't seem to get out of this terrible nightmare of my life and it seems the harder I try the worst it gets I don't want anything anymore I'm not sure if I'm dead and living in hell maybe I'm just a shity person and just deserve it all

My Ideal Person Could pull hell off a cross freeze it and turn it into pairadice turn any situation into an adventure with a few simple words and the confidence and attitude to take on The world kind and understanding but willing to fight for the write things even if they don't have any one else to fight with them. The type of person that would never lay down and just let unjust things happen. Always tries to see everyone's point of view